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Q.      "Do you remember it would be about the next day, December 13th, that you came by on your own to suggest some

          intimacy and getting back together again" ?.


A.      "Came by where" ?


Q.     "Her place, her apartment" ?


A.      "Her apartment, yes, sir".   

 

Q.     "Do you remember the very next day, December 15th, you  taking the position that

          there wouldn't be any more intimacy, that

          it was off and I/we're not going to be involved any more" ?

 

 A.     "It was uphill, downhill, off and on".


Q.     "Sometimes on a daily basis" ?


A.      "Yes, sir, on both sides, yes, sir".

 

Q.     "A lot on your side. You say, I/we've got to break it off, and the  next day 'you' come by

         and try to initiate it" ? (emphasis added).

 

A.     "Yes, sir".  I don't recall dates, but, yes, sir, it was on and off, on and off ".


So while Nick wants society (and especially his wife, to whom he was being unfaithful) to believe Diane was obsessed with

him and that somehow he was the hapless victim in the relationship.  The truth of the matter was much different.  He was

leaving his wife's bed at 5:00 a.m. every other morning to go to Diane's apartment, half the time to terminate the

relationship with Diane, half the time to resurrect it, on his whim because there was just something about Diane that made it

impossible for him to leave her alone (App 8, p.p.1466-68).  He claims Diane was always pushing him, but then admits HE

made these decisions.  Diane never offered ultimatums or threatened to leave.  She was laying asleep in her bed when HE

would wake her up to say HE had decided one way or the other.  No one was pressuring him for anything. When asked by

Defense Attorney Jagger (App 81, p.p.1519-20)

 

Q.  "What was the reason Diane Downs gave for leaving Arizona and going to Oregon" ?

 

A.  "So that 'I' could make some decision as to what I wanted to do as far as leaving my

      wife, coming to Oregon, marrying Diane, whatever", (App 81, p.p.1519-20), (emphasis

      added).  

 
Diane knew Nick would show up on her doorstep when least expected and that his insecurity combined with his obsession for

her would tax her sorely. So she kept a 'journal' tailored specially to soothe Nick's ego when he appeared at her front door.

She didn't mail these words to him, because she did not want to encourage him to join her in Oregon.  It was he who had the

unbalanced obsession with Diane - not the other way around.  In the absence of a motive for murder, the State needed to say

Diane was so in love with him that she'd shoot her own children to win his affection.  In order for that twisted logic to work,

Nick would have to dislike children or feel that Diane's children were an obstacle to their relationship.  But as Nick himself

testified, neither was the case :

 

Q.   "Your relationship with her was a sometimes on-again and off-again relationship, wasn't

        it" ?


A.     "Yes, sir".


Q.    "And you say part of that was the reason that you just couldn't decide what you wanted

        to do, isn't that correct" ?

 

A.    "Yes, sir".


Q:    " You did communicate with her on a number of occasions that the children might be all

        right, huh" ?


A:   " Oh yes. I have nothing against children. I just do not want any of my own".


Q:   " Exactly, and I guess that's what I wanted to follow up  for a minute.  You actually like

       children, don't  you" ?

  

A:   "Yes, sir, I do".


Q:   "That was clear to her, wasn't it" ?


A.   "Yes".


Q.   "In fact, you and Charlene would sometimes have children over to your place that were

       relations, isn't that correct" ?


A.   " Yes, I'm also a Godparent".


Q.   " And you would enjoy the times that you spent with them" ? 

 

A.   "Yes".


Q.   "And that was conveyed to Diane Downs either directly or indirectly that you enjoyed

       those times, wasn't it" ?


A.   "Yes".


Q.   "You just did not want to give birth to children that would then carry with it a lifetime

       responsibility, isn't that correct" ?


A.    "That's correct".


Q.   " Diane Downs also made it clear to you that she did not care to have you be a father to

       the children, isn't that true" ?


A.   "That's what she said, yes".


Q.   "You made it clear to her that the reason you were not going to be with her though was

       simply because you loved Charlene better, isn't that true" ?


A.   " I told her that on one occasion, yes sir".

 

Q.   "And during that occasion did you not indicate to her that it was because of the children?

       You indicated it was because you happened to love Charlene more than you loved her".


A.   " On that occasion, yes, and on other occasions because I didn't want to be a daddy and

       move to Oregon.

 

Q.   "You didn't want to move to Oregon. You would go further and indicate you had a good

       job there. You didn't want to lift up your

        roots and to go to a different  place and have different job responsibilities too?.


A.   "Yeah, I had just done that.", (App 81, p.p. 1509-13).

 


The only obstacle to the relationship between Diane and Nick was 1,200 miles of United States countryside.  And 'Diane' was

 the one who had put that distance between them....not Nick.  How can you be 'obsessed' with someone when you distance

yourself from them as far as it is possible?.  It's total nonsense.  In fact it displays the opposite.  Diane asked for the transfer

that would move her out of State, 'away' from Nick.  She took a second transfer three weeks before she and her children were

attacked in order to put her in a better position to become a Postmaster, (App 91, p. 412).  She was shopping for a new home,

(App.72, p. 683, lines 1-4).  She was not dwelling on Nick.  Diane took a new partner and was meeting new friends.  She was

taking her children to the coast and re-establishing her business...not Nick.  Diane had a full productive life...not Nick.  But

the State refuses to see that, just as it refuses to admit Diane fought with a real gunman to save her children. The State

engaged Nick to tape-record all his telephone conversations with Diane in  the belief that she would incriminate herself.

They even fitted a tracking device to her car. Both revealed nothing.  Because there was nothing to reveal.

 

 

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